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A Big Job

Yesterday I was going through a really tough time on a personal level. I recently decided to get out of a relationship that has been very close to my heart for a long time. It was not a decision I took lightly. It was not a decision I even wanted to make. But I had to do it. And the past two weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions. And during that time Mark has popped in and out here and there providing me with a warm feeling of assurance that everything would be okay.

But yesterday was different. Mark and I had a conversation. I felt like I needed to tell him something and I wasn't sure how he would take it. I told him that he didn't need to keep taking care of me all of the time. I felt him smile. I felt him understand. He knew that I was growing, expanding, strengthening and learning how to love myself. He also, to my surprise, seemed excited. I wondered why?

Then he said, "I have a big job to do." I just sat there and waited. He said, "I want to go out and touch those who will benefit from the book. So they will find it." And I understood.

He had been hanging around me like an angel but he had bigger things that were supposed to be on his plate. Bigger things that would help the world. And it was time. So, while there was a tiny moment where I felt the grab of not wanting to let go of him. It did not stay for more than a moment. Because I know in the depths of my heart that his lifetime, and since, occurred so that people could heal. So people could feel. So they could love themselves and others and life itself in a whole new way.

So, thank you once again Mark. For both being here, and there. And I'm excited to see what happens. Because I know the kind of man you were and I know the kind of spirit you are and you will touch the lives of many.


Thank you

Thank you for writing this book. My husband Mark died unexpectedly January 8th of this year at 41 leaving me and my four year old daughter. A few days later I too heard from him and he told me why he made his decision. I was so overwhelmed by the experience that I blocked it out until I read your book. Reading your story and the amazing similarities help me to feel more comfortable believing I wasn't just going mad and allowed me to open myself to this very new way of experiencing reality

It is an incredible journey into faith and renewal. Thank you again.


Michelle, Wow! I'm so happy


Wow! I'm so happy you found my book and read it. I'm sorry to hear about your husband. is fascinating to me that you were able to do the book so quickly after your deep loss. However, since you had a similar experience it makes sense. No, you are not going mad. Honestly I believe you were just tapping into or allowing the innate ability that we all have, to happen.

I believe this so deeply that I'm even going to start teaching people how to do this. I don't think I'm a 'medium' or psychic. And I don't think I can communicate with other people's loved one's. But I do think THEY can. I'm so thrilled you are going through the 'new reality.'

There are still times for me that are hard. However I know for sure with 100% of every fiber in my being that if I had not believed what I heard, or not believed that I did really hear, that I would not be the person I am now. And more important...I would not be the mother I am now. Your daughter is a lucky little lady.

Love and light,


"A story about loss turns into a beautifully written affirmation of life."
       .... Neale Donald Walsch, author, Conversations with God